Scripture: “Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature: sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry. Because of these, the wrath of God is coming. You used to walk in these ways, in the life you once lived.
It's very rare that I say things out of anger or malice...I've worked really hard in my life to not do that. My "conduct unbecoming" is mostly feeling guilty after NOT feeling mad enough when someone wrongs me. We're always told we allow people to treat us how they treat us. Sometimes, I'm too understanding and trust too easily. So, now that I'm older I am more cautious with my feelings and heart. I do with I still had a childlike trust, but I do not trust anyone except Jesus, and I need to learn to trust again. I always feel others have an ulterior motive because of how much I've been used and lied to.
It's very rare that I say things out of anger or malice...I've worked really hard in my life to not do that. My "conduct unbecoming" is mostly feeling guilty after NOT feeling mad enough when someone wrongs me. We're always told we allow people to treat us how they treat us. Sometimes, I'm too understanding and trust too easily. So, now that I'm older I am more cautious with my feelings and heart. I do with I still had a childlike trust, but I do not trust anyone except Jesus, and I need to learn to trust again. I always feel others have an ulterior motive because of how much I've been used and lied to.